On Friday evening, my 2 friends had a performance with their dance group. Me and some on my ‘friends’ and cousin went together and we were rushing and got there about 5 minutes early. They were the very first to perform out of 6. And this was a competition. All 6 of US knows them both. The others that were coming knew one. Those lot came after the FORTH performance. So basically, they came to support my friend but they missed the performance. Some if them like my ex and my ‘friend’ that likes my ex didn’t even stay to see if they won. They just went outside. They really took the piss. And another friend left with them, too. And she was convincing me to chill with them. No. Don’t piss me off then piss me off even more. I was inly outside after they announced the winners. It was hot inside and I was waiting for my actual friend who I came to support during her performance.
And then the lot who missed the performance were posting stuff with the caption “Before going to Andre’s performance”. No SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU DIDN ‘T EVEN SEE IT. UGH

I can’t believe all these years I called them my friends. After the break up I’d thought they’d be on my side. With sympathy and stuff like that. But nope. Instead they became his bet friend. Choosing him over me. Literally. Inviting hi to outings almost every weekend and then there’s me sitting at home doing nothing all day. Me & him live like 20 mins away from each other. We live an hour away from everyone else. I’m the one who can get to them quicker. I’m the one who has known them the longest. I know more about them. I’M THE ONE WHO INTRODUCED MY SO CALLED FRIENDS TO HIM. FOR FUCK SAKE. Ugh. They are slowly pushing me away. But you know what, I’m just goi to walk away. I don’t care. I got about 2 people who would never do that. They’re the ones I care about. I just don’t get it. I’m like, the crazy one, fun to be around. He’s constantly planking and skating and you can always guess what he’s about to do. I’m full of surprises. You’re never gonna know what I’ma do. Fuck them. They can choke on fish sauce.